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Loving Gabe Bondoc :))
Saturday, December 27, 2008

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Ok. I would like to acknowledge Mel for letting me view Gabe Bondoc's videos on YouTube. Whoo.
Whenever I want to relax, I really watch his videos, or listen to it while blogging.

It's 3 in the morning and I've been listening to him. HAHA. I'm going back in listening to acoustics again. :)) Yeah!

Well, just search for him. I'm just gonna post my favorite videos of him. :)

He's so fab. So superb. So every adjectives that are synonymous to GREAT.

P.S. I also love his statement shirts :))

Take You Down

Forever

Take A Bow

Kissed A Girl

Burnin' Up

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BEST CHRISTMAS EVER :D
Tuesday, December 23, 2008

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What Matters Most - Kenny Rankin
It's not how long we held each other's hand
What matters is how well we loved each other
It's not how far we travelled on our way
Of what we found to say
It's not the spring you see, but all the shades of green

It's not how long I held you in my arms
What matters is how sweet the years together
It's not how many summertimes we had to give to fall
The early morning smiles we tearfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all.

It's not how many summertimes we had to give to fall
The early morning smiles we tearfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all.

What matters most is that we loved at all.

This song because I really love the first part. So us :D haha. And when we were on our way to Baras, this song was playing at Ninong's car, I was thinking of Gel, then after Ninong said, "Theme song niyo yan ni Angel noh." HAHAHAHAHA :)

December is such a busy month for me.

Dec. 19 - Course cards distribution. Yep, hung out with my block mates again. The most funny part was when we were waiting for Sir Bugs and Sir Dax. The rooms were beside each other, and we thought of what room to go first. When we saw Sir Bugs, everyone was shouting. Haha. I thought we'd all fail Manalog, but everyone got 3.0 above! Haha. I'm satisfied with my grades, but I can't accept that I got 84 for Filip. Damn. Because of Algeb and Filip I'm not DL anymore. I got 81 in Algeb, then 84 in Filip :( Nonetheless, it was such a fun day 'cause all we did was play Counter. Woot woot :D

Dec. 20 - Went to Virge's house for her debut cotillion practice. Saw my barkada again. After the practice, we ate then made tambay. I was kinda in the hot seat 'cause they were asking me about Angel & stuff. They were asking on what's really our relationship & stuff. Haha. Oh well, ever since, err, unexplainable. HAHA. :) that's it! Went to Starbucks after with Rach & Ojna, then went to the Center.

When I went home, I thought of Angel, and still COUNTING 0:)

MY CHRISTmas. :D
Dec. 21 - Went to Baras, Rizal. We built a house for kuya Toto 'cause he really deserves it. Why? Here's the story.
Around May last summer, we went to Baras, Rizal to build a school. On that afternoon, we needed a wood, a very very efficient wood to complete the structure. Well, basically to tell you a brief description of what kuya Toto's house was, (before we built it), it's like one push of the kawayans and woods, it will really break down. :)) so there, when we needed a wood to complete the structure, he let us have his wood which he was supposed to use for his house. HE REALLY NEEDED THAT WOOD, but without a doubt, he gave us that wood. When Ninong was thinking of a Christmas project, he asked kuya Ruben to think of a person who he thinks is deserving for the project. Kuya Ruben pointed two guys, but Ninong hesitated. He instead, wanted kuya Toto, for no reason at all, but before that he asked GOD for a person, so there. Ninong was shocked. I mean all of us. At that point, we were suprised with kuya Toto's act because he forgot that he gave away the wood that he really needed that time, (when we were building the school). See? Do you get me? That's what REAL GENEROSITY IS. You give out something, without asking anything in return, and when Ninong asked about the wood that we needed for the project, kuya Toto was really looking for the wood. That's a proof of unconditional help. You forget what you've given. See the reward of kuya Toto? He just gave a piece of wood, then now, that piece of wood turned into a beautiful, blessed house. His own house :D

This is what I call CHRISTmas. You focus on the least of your brethren. For me, this is the best gift I've given to GOD, and to Jesus. Not by giving my friends or relatives gifts, but giving my time, having the opporunity to help other people; to help the needy out of my comfort zone is one of the best extraordinary things I've given. This is the best Christmas because I am absolutely fulfilled of what we did to kuya Toto.

That is true love. Giving unconditionally.
And while I was in Baras, I kept thinking about Angel. Hmmm. Just by thinking about him, I realized something. Even if he's not with me, I feel complete. CENTRUM. HAHA. Nah, seriously, I really do, but I've been seeing him everyda 'cause of the Simbang Gabi.
Then I'll see him later again. :)

CHRISTmas is focused on CHRIST. In short, to the LEAST OF HIS BRETHREN. OTHER PEOPLE. PEOPLE YOU DON'T KNOW.

Because HE said, "Whatever you did to the least of my brethren, you do it unto me."
:)

TODAY?

Woke up, took a bath. Had cleaning at the dentist here in BF.
Went home, rested. Went to Westgate, my Ortho dentist. I badly need braces. Ouch.
Went to ate Arlene's at Cavite.
LATER, going to the Center.

Then I'm going to Binangonan uhm, I don't know. Tomorrow morning I guess.
I've felt CHRISTmas already.
THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER.

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MF1J <3
Wednesday, December 17, 2008

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Rainbow - South Border

I woke up having the reality that I will never ever see their faces all together in one room.
I woke up with a hangover courtesy of them.
I woke up crying, missing them, in love with all of them.

I'd like to take this blog opportunity to blog everything about them.
Let's start with each. Saying my thanks and whatever memories I have with that specific block mate :))

Alexa ~ Thank you for being one of my sisters in the block. For giving me advices. For always being there when I had relationSHIT problems. Thank you for being the dakilang transpo and dakilang venue. Thank you for the BIG 4. Joanna ~ Thank you for being my partner-in-crime. For being a skippy for me & Rap. Thanks for always trusting me with your secrets and whatever madness we've been going through, you still managed to keep your temper with me haha. Thanks for being supportive with me and you-know-who. The effin signs! :)) Miera ~ I'm gonna miss your hanging moments! Thanks for always being there when I need someone to text to, and to share my dramuh-rama with. For always supporting me in my lovelives mostly with you-know-who. Haha. Effin signs! Rachelle ~ Thanks for always making me laugh. Our bathroom and caf memories. Criselle ~ You will always make me laugh. Thanks for trusting me with your secrets. Thanks also for giving me advices and always being there for me with my relationSHIT problems. Tere ~ Thanks for being my busmate, my elder sister-like, for helping me out whenever I don't understand a certian lesson. For that Starbucks madness, thank you again haha. Eika ~ SUNTUKAN?! Haha. I'm gonna miss your singing and senseless hirits. Also your kwentos and drama and problems. Haha. I won't forget your treats. Kimmie ~ Thanks for trusting me with all your secrets. Thanks for being a great friend and always hanging out with me & Aaron and Gege during dismissal then going to different places. Aaron ~ Thanks for being one of my big brothers in the block even though we all know you're literally BIG. :)) thanks for always listening to me & understanding me when I need someone to talk to. Thanks for the memories after school. HAHA. Rap ~ Thanks for being a good friend, for being a skippy for me & Joanna. Thanks for all thouse laughtrip moments and Rn'B galore moments. Thanks to your PSP, thanks for being supportive with me and you-know-who. :)) the effin signs! I'm gonna miss those CS moments! Dherick ~ Thanks for always bitching up with me HAHA. For calling me a loser ang more more names! Thanks for being one of my love doctors. Naks :)) Thanks for trusting me with your secrets, but I am not thanking you for all those smoke modes of yours and when you force me to drink! You're such a bad influence! :)) I'm gonna miss our CS moments & relationSHIT conversations :)) Bok ~ Thanks for the parlor. KIDDING :)) thanks for always making me laugh and trusting me when you really needed to hear the side of us girls :) Jake ~ Thanks for being such a great busmate. For always telling me what is right & not. For being one of my kuyas in this block. Jake the snake! I'm gonna miss your joke times! I'm gonna miss those CS moments! :)) Jolo ~ Thanks for always making me laugh. Bus memories. Basketball conversations :)) Nati ~ Thanks for being there ever since orientation! Thanks for being such a good friend! Gege ~ I'm gonna miss your explanation modes! :)) Thanks for taking me to different places and being so life-loving. Chibz ~ Thanks for all those inuman sessions! Thanks for being one of my kuyas in the block. Listening to my relationSHIT problems and always encouraging me to love. I'm gonna miss your dance moves and our CS moments! :) Prince ~ Thanks for always lettting me borrow your PSP. For being a wild bus mate HAHA. I'm gonna miss our CS moments. Sam ~ I'm gonna miss you when you're drunk. :)) Thanks for trusting me with your secrets and thank you for keeping mine. Thanks for a cute friendship, haha. Paula ~ Thanks for the distortion modes, hugs, loads and bringing me home. :) I'm gonna miss your HOness :)) Encar ~ The mom of the block. I'm gonna miss your laugh when I crack up jokes and I'm gonna miss your hirits and maniac kwentos. Lol. Xtian ~ I'm gonna miss your gms. Never-ending ones. Textmate! :) Our La Salle spirit during the UAAP :) Jen ~ I'm gonna miss your kakikayan and even though I hate you when you tease me with Echo, I'm still gonna miss that 'cause we get to laugh it out. Vanjoe ~ Bus mate! Basketball conversations and I will always remember you when I hear Janno Gibbs' song Pinakamagadang Lalake. :)) Deedam ~ I'm gonna miss your voice when you sing. I'm gonna miss our kwentos about Monte people. Lol. Thanks for always laughing at my jokes. Amp. Nikki ~ I'm gonna miss our Raps' moments and your kwentos about your lovelife. I just hate you for your body cause you still maintain your sexiness even though you eat like how many cups of rice? Damnit! Haha. Belle ~ I'm gonna miss our phone moments. Sharing themes and that stuff. Thanks for helping me when I don't understand a certain lesson and I'm gonna miss your perkiness. Rikka ~ The goddess of our Manalog days. Whoo. I'm gonna miss your hirits and I like your dressing up techniques huh. I won't forget the tabo thing, the one who stole your phone. LOL. Mike ~ Kuya Mike! Yeah! I'm gonna miss your hirits and your singing moments with Deedam, oh and also your stylish watches! Regine ~ You are so kalog. I'm gonna miss your hirits. Kevin ~ I'm gonna miss your sexy voice! HAHA. Your moments of going to the loo and all that stuff. You're so good at Manalog too. The god of Manalog :)) Tobi ~ I'm gonna miss our baraduhan moments! :)) Anthony ~ god of Manalog too! :)) Jeff ~ I'm gonna miss our baraduhan and CS moments! Prof ~ I'm gonna miss your kwentos about your long-so-ever-girlfriend and when you send me songs in my phone, and our CS moments! Thanks for always making me laugh.

I think that's it. :)

December, 16, 2008. Tuesday.
Block party SLASH Kimmie's treat SLASH Christmas party.
@ Tere's pad, LP.
crew: me, Tere, Lexa, Joanna, Miera, Criselle, Rachelle, Kimmie, Encar, Jen, Aaron, Nati, Gege, Belle, Nikki, Regine, Rap, Chibz, D, Jolo, Jake, Prince, Xtian & Vanjoe.

After our Exam in Algebra, we went to Mcdo to eat. Hung out for a while. We decided to play CS again so we went to Netopia. Then went back to Mcdo to wait for our dakilang transpo, Lexa.
We arrived at Tere's house at around 2:30pm. We watched Click first then attacked all the food. :)) Then, videoke. Rainbow by Southborder was the main song that all of us sang, (in Gege's dictio rainbow is a butterfly HAHAHA) Then of course, drinking time. HAHA.
Yes, special participation of Mr. GSM Blue and orange juice, then Mr. Red Horse, liter bottles, then Mr. Matador. (too bad Sam wasn't there haha). Anyhoo, then we were busy dancing and taking pictures.

I love the group hug part. When most of the North people had to leave.

When they left, me, Tere (of course it's her pad), Miera, Rap, Dherick, Chibby, Jake and Jolo were the ones who attacked the rest of the Red Horse. And of course, the topic? LOVE. For crying out loud. HAHA. Well, having me, Chibby and D there, that topic is very inevitable :)) Tere's mom and big brother were also there.

Rode the bus with Jake. When I got down at Southland, my brother was waiting there already 'cause we had to attend Simbang Gabi, (which was literally that night).

I'm so proud of myself because I brought my camera! :)) It's Lexa's time to steal pics from me! :)) but I'll steal some again, too :))

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I woke up having the reality that I will never ever see their faces all together in one room.
I woke up with a hangover courtesy of them.
I woke up crying, missing them, in love with all of them.
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They also made me realize that I don't really need a boyfriend right now. Having the best girlfriends and the best boyfriends (THEM), is far more than a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship.
I mean, not just them, but my other great friends as well. :)

I LOVE YOU GUYS. I'M REALLY GONNA MISS YOU.

More pictures? CLICK HERE. :) [for Multiply contacts ONLY.]
Other pics, click the ff links:
Lexa
Rachelle

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The cinnamon of love
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

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"After all, how many ways can one heart be mangled and still be expected to keep beating?" - Bella Swan-Cullen

I don't know. I feel like blogging in English. Err. I'm sorry. There are just a lot of things coming up, and I feel so emotional. I mean, I always do.

Right now, it's different.

What's been happening?

I've been playing Counter Strike with my block mates and I'm getting addicted, AGAIN.
I've been going out. Malls specifically. Rob Manila and MOA after class. We don't have Comski anymore. We're finished with our defense, so we're free to go.
I've been having pain. Pain of conscience of my latest-ended-relationship. What conscience? Conscience of not telling him the real reason why I left him. Come to think about it, we could've been 8 months at this very moment.
I loved New Moon. It's better than Eclipse. Well, I can relate with the last part when Edward was telling Bella the reason why he left her and stuff. If I could just type the whole conversation here. Err. I miss him, honestly. Everything about him. I can't deny the fact that I really do. He changed me a lot. Yep, big effect. He could've been the best guy I've been with. Pride-off.
To share lines from the last part of New Moon. Here goes:

Edward: I didn't want to do it. It felt like it would kill me to do it, but I knew that if I couldn't convince you that I didn't love you anymore, it would just take you that much longer to get on with your life. I hoped that if you thought I'd moved on, so would you.
Bella: After all, how many ways can one heart be mangled and still be expected to keep beating?

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This is kinda what I wanted to tell him when I left him. Mostly the one in bold phrases. :|

Edward: I owe you an apology. No, of course I owe you much, much more than that. But you have to know that I had no idea. I didn't realize the mess I was leaving behind. I thought it was safe for you here. So safe.......
Exactly. But I never imagined it would be so easy to do! I thought it would be next to impossible---that you would be so sure of the truth that I would have to lie through my teeth for hours to even plant the seed of doubt in your head. I lied, and I'm so sorry---sorry because I hurt you, sorry because it was a worthless effort. Sorry that I couldn't protect you from what I am. I lied to save you, and it didn't work. I'm sorry. But how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?

Bella: (I didn't answer. I was too shocked to form a rational response.)

Edward: I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the blackest kind of blasphemy......
I need to know why. Is it because I'm too late? Because I've hurt you too much? Because you have moved on, as I meant for you to? That would be. . . quite fair. I won't contest your decision. So don't try to spare my feelings, please---just tell me now whether or not you can still love me, after everything I've done to you. Can you? .......
I only left you in the first place because I wanted you to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life....
It seemed like leaving was the only way. If I hadn't thought you would be better off, I could have never made myself leave. I'm much too selfish.....
It seems you can't be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.

That's where I started crying.

Gawd, I miss him.

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Me, Tere & Aaron went to MOA after Algebra. Went to the department store 'cause Tere had to buy something for her mom. Bedsheets and chairpads. Hung out at Starbucks. We talked about relationships, we talked about.. Mostly guys. How to deal with them and stuff. We talked about Candyman. On our way home, we talked about what happened at Chibby's party. Err. :| Damn that party, full of fun, but full of scandals :)) We're so excited next term, Starbucks everyday! Yheyy! Can't wait :) but I'm gonna miss the block :( and him. :|

No classes tomorrow for us MF1J. Saturday sched :>

ME: Ewan ko Aaron. Parang hindi ko feel mag-boyfriend ngayon. Parang gusto ko muna mag-enjoy. At kita niyo naman enjoy ako diba. Pero kung si *toot*, ewan ko din. Naturn-off ako sa mga ginawa niya, or ginagawa pa. Ang cold ko nga sa kanya kanina eh. Ewan. Sana mapansin niya na cold ako. Para ma-realize naman nya.
Aaron: Ako naman, gustung-gusto ko mag-girlfriend. Gusto ko na ngang mag-asawa at magkaanak!

HAHAHAHA! BENTANG BENTA SI AARON :))

Oh gosh. I don't know. I miss having one, but I think I'm not ready yet. Well, if ever I'm ready, I know who that person is.

And here, to you (you know who you are): Just because I'm falling for someone else, doesn't mean I don't love you anymore. There's a big difference of falling in love and loving someone.

8 months na dapat kami ngayon eh. Ehhhhhh. Ayun. :(

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The BEERday Week :D
Sunday, December 7, 2008

10 COMMENT/S

[nasa Multiply ko ang iba pang mga litrato]
Para malaman ninyo kung paano nangyari ang lahat. Ito ang aming mga kaarawan:
Nov 27 - Prince
Dec 1 - AKO
Dec 5 - Chibby at Deedam
Dec 6 - Jake

Juice ko po! Wala nang atay! Wala pang bituka! Wala nang baga! Wala nang tiyan! Kaluluwa na lang! May namuntik-muntikan pang.... Alam na! :))

Umpisahan natin kay Prince. Nov. 28, 2008 : Friday
Siyempre, nagpainom sya. Pero hindi ako pumunta. Nanuod kasi kami ng Twilight sa MOA. Ako, Lexa, Joanna, Miera, Kimmie at Aaron. Taena. Tapos ang nakakaasar pa dun? Tinanong ako ni Candyman kung manunuod ba daw ako ng Twilight. Nakakainis. Nagtanong pa siya. Hindi naman pala siya sasama. Whoo. Pero okay lang dahil sulit na sulit naman ang araw na iyon dahil halos buong araw eh kausap ko siya at katabi. Lol. Naging comedy ang Twilight para sa amin. Sa totoo lang, HINDI KO NAGUSTUHAN. Nabasa ko na kasi yung libro eh. Actually, 2007 ko pa siya nabasa. Kaya nga nakaka-dissapoint kasi kung nabasa mo, tapos napanuod mo, malalaman mo yung kulang. Bummer talaga!

Singit ko lang ulit. Nung Dec. 2 pala, nagpunta ako, Joanna, Kimmie, Criselle, Rachelle, Gege at Aaron sa Rob Manila. Kumain sa Holy Cow. Tinulungan mag-grocery si Gege at marami pang iba. HAHA. Wala lang :) Saya namin eh. Haha.

Sumunod naman yung akin. Debut ko. SURPRISE debut. Nov. 30-Dec. 1, 2008 Sun-Mon

Sinurpresa ako ng mga kamag-anak ko eh. Haha. Salamat ng marami sa kanila. Nagumpisa ito ng Nob. 30 ng gabi para umabot sa mismong beerday ko. Nagpapasalamat ako sa lahat na pumunta at lalung-lalo na sa mga bumati sa akin. Salamat ng marami! Tapos ayun. Kainan. 18 chever. Inuman. Sayawan. Kantahan. Salamat din sa Mapua EIR na nag-crash na surpresa din. Haha. Salamat sa Tres Cepas. Si Tres Cepas ang pinaka-dahilan bakit natupad ang pangarap ko. Ang pangarap ko na maraming uuwing gumagapang! Yes! Nung pag-uwi ko naman mula Binangonan papuntang BF, diretso ko nang binuksan yung mga regalo tapos pumunta na kayla Angel. Ayun. Tuwang-tuwa ako. Niyakap nila akong lahat at hinalikan. Salamat sa inyo. Kainan. Asaran. Kwentuhan. Walang inuman kasi may pasok ako kinabukasan. Ako ba ito? :)) Ang masaya nito, defense namin kinabukasan. Kami ni Joanna ang unang-una.

Ang bahay ni Chibby. Dec. 5, 2008 : Friday
Whoo! Nagpaalam na ako nung kinaumagahan eh. Pero buti pinayagan ako. Nagtext kasi si Chibby na ang hindi daw pumunta, hindi na nya daw kaibigan. Amp yan. Nanakot daw. Pero pupunta naman talaga ako kahit walang threat eh. Lol. Ayun. Nung Comski, isa-isa na kaming lumabas ng silid dahil tapos na ang iba sa amin sa defense. Infairness, ang tagal naming nag-antay sa UM. Haha. Dami din namin eh. Halos buong block. Si Joanna, Eika at Kimmie lang yung hindi nakapunta, tapos yung grupo nila Jeff. Anyhoo, nakadating kami ng Sta. Cruz at around 5:30 na ng hapon. Sarap ng pagkain. Sarap ng inumin. SARAP NG...

WHAT HAPPENS IN CHIBBY'S HOUSE, STAYS IN CHIBBY'S HOUSE :)) :D :">

Hindi na ako magkwekwento. Hanggang dyan na lang. Basta sobrang kinikilig ako. Masaya kaming lahat. Sobrang saya ko. Hindi ko akalain na itong buong week, ah basta. Masaya akooooooo! :D :"> Hayyyyy. :D

Sex ni Jake. Dec. 6, 2008 : Saturday
May pasok kami kasi submission ng Natsci project. Ayun. Nanlibre si Jake sa Sex. Tapos nanlibre ako ng Cello's. Donuts. Napilitan eh. Amp. Dapat di na nga ako manlilibre eh. Haha. Tapos ang pinakamasayang part? Nag-CSS Force kami. Ako, Miera, Tere, Rap, Chibz, Jake at Jolo. HAHA. Taenang si Rap eh. Lagi ako pinapatay. Ayun. Alam na namin ang gagawin sa second break namin. CS! Whoo! Pauso ulit. Na-miss ko na maglaro ng CS eh. Tapos SF. Mag-aaral muna ako ng SF. Lol. Haha. Ang hirap kaya intindihin ng DotA. At least ngayon, kaming lahat makakalaro. Bonding na ng todo. Madede-block na kami next term :(( hindi ko yata kayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :(( actually, hindi YATA. Hindi ko talaga kaya :(( Mamimiss ko sila. At siya. Amp. :| YUN YUN EH! :))
Pag-uwi, kasama ko si Tere at Jake. Stranded kami sa Coastal. Amp. Nung umandar na, sakayan ulit yung mga tao kasi nasa labas lahat. Yung iba nga naglakad na lang eh. Haha.

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